exhaustion

it seems like sleep is never in my schedule, and if it is in the schedule there is never enough.  I don't think I have been this worn out unless its from camp and mission trip. And that doesn't count cause well... its camp and mission trip and its inevitable. There have been so much that has happened in the last few weeks. Crazy children, tests, group projects, and an unexplainable tragedy. My mind is spinning but it is sitting still. There are so many thoughts going through my head right now. My head, back, and hips hurt like no other and my stress level has been raised so much I think my head is going to explode. Oh to have some peace in my life for a moment how wonderful would that be! Why is peace the hardest thing to find in the world? Not only can I not find it but the world can't find it.