exhaustion

it seems like sleep is never in my schedule, and if it is in the schedule there is never enough.  I don't think I have been this worn out unless its from camp and mission trip. And that doesn't count cause well... its camp and mission trip and its inevitable. There have been so much that has happened in the last few weeks. Crazy children, tests, group projects, and an unexplainable tragedy. My mind is spinning but it is sitting still. There are so many thoughts going through my head right now. My head, back, and hips hurt like no other and my stress level has been raised so much I think my head is going to explode. Oh to have some peace in my life for a moment how wonderful would that be! Why is peace the hardest thing to find in the world? Not only can I not find it but the world can't find it. 

disbelief

Sometimes I can't believe how people can favor one kid over the other. Or two kids over 1. Thats my aunt and uncle. My Cousin Courtney is the "black sheep" of their family. Basically my aunt and uncle could care less about her. I don't understand how they could care about two of their kids but not all of them. What goes through your head to have that thought? I don't get it, its over my head. I guess I'll never know though...

This week has been filled with its ups and downs, being completely exhausted, laughing till my stomach hurt, greek food, work buddies, texting more than i want to, and of course the ever wonderful unpredictable children i deal with on a daily basis.

This week at work:

We had rock throwing, multiple fits every day, the most ADD children on a computer i have ever seen, Jonas Brothers videos, ice cream sundaes which I will never eat again, and the little rascals of course! 

All in all work wasn't to bad this week, we've had worse and will most likely have worse weeks in the future.

School was good this week, nothing to big happened. I had a test in my music appreciation class and started a group project in speech. Other than that nothing big happened. Oh and I didn't have my marketing class on Friday which was very nice especially since mom forgot to leave the car key for me and grandma and papa had to drive over and get it from her for me. 

On Friday I spent the night at Maria's house. We had so much fun. Watching movies and trying to make Maria realize Itunes wasn't as complicated as she thought it was. 

Last night we went to the greek food festival and Maria's church. It was a lot of fun and man can those people dance forever! just going in a circle doing the same thing over and over again! but they all love it! Their church is probably the prettiest church I have ever been in! There were paintings everywhere in the sanctuary (i don't know if thats what they call it but that is what i am calling it) even in the dome of the ceiling! it was so pretty. If I was Greek Orthodox I would get married there but I am not so I will not be getting married in the pretty church in Dallas. :( sad day, but I think I'll get over it. The food was great too! There was so much of it, it kind of overwhelmed me but it was so good! And some lady took my water! And I really needed some water too! Haha oh well I survived!

My week was pretty calm compared to the past few weeks. Only one call this week and it didn't last that long. I still don't know what to do. When you feel not betrayed by a friend but like they don't care that what they are doing is not hurting only them but all their friends they have dragged into this its hard to talk to them. 

I guess that is it right now. Nothing deep in this post but the day will come I promise.

I spent the night at maria's last night. It was a lot of fun hanging out with her and Allison outside of work. Crazy enough we actually can have a conversation with out a kid interrupting.  It was a fun night.